Figure 13. “Integrity" ritual performance script created by Ruth Nicole after exchange session 4 (continued in Figures 14-18). The utterance "Lives were put at risk" smears thrice across the page in performative red text. Between opacity and clarity, we do not subject this statement to some kind of case study analytical process. We don't even say whose lives were put at risk or how. Those in the presence and care of the exchange session know the answers. But offering this utterance, this refrain, as a performance in the script and not as datum for analysis, keeps the pain and violence around this refrain from becoming spectacle. This is because performance carries with it a certain refusal of analysis (Ruiz & Vourloumis, 2021).